Basement ; u;

I kind of keep forgetting I have this blog, too busy trying to die and stuff. But the Man in Grey came to me and said that he finally has something for me to do. I'm supposed to find a girl named Rowan and get her journal. Apparently the journal is very important or something and contains details that would cause his undoing if fallen into the hands of runners.

So apparently Rowan lives in Antwerp. Why does the entire world revolve around Belgium all the sudden?

Christ.

Anyway, I went to the place where she lives and apparently she was expecting me because she shot me in the face, dragged my body into her basement and left me there.
It didn't kill me, but I was unconscious for a bit

The basement is locked but I found a computer, although a bit old(running windows 98 for gods sake).

I guess I'm stuck here for the time being.

*sigh*

Fucking time travel everywhere!

Look at this being right here, thats right this lil thing right here. Looks innocent enough, let me tell you about this fucking thing. Since my only existence seemed to be waiting around for the Man in Grey to give me orders I felt like just doing something productive, so I went ahead and enrolled in a computer class because why not?

Yeah, why the freak not. First of all I entered the wrong class room which happened to be a class about safe sex. Yeah, that was awkard.

I don't think anything has been this awkward since my first time with Alicia (sorry Ali XD you've got to admit)

When I finally found the right room everything around me became black with green squiggly lines around me and this fucking thing shows up out of the blue.

"Céline..."

That's all it said, thats all it fucking said before it made my entire body sort of, I don't know...glitch.
Could that be it?
Like I started developing eyeballs and extra limbs randomly.

"Céline, mission"

WHAT FUCKING MISSION.

Do the fears have to be vague about everything?
For fucks sake.

Sorry, I know I'm usually angsty but this is just pissing me off.

Then everything went back to normal, but it was midnight as supposed to 2 pm like before that thing showed up and it was the 10th September.

I have no sense of time anymore, I keep being thrown around in it.
Just, seriously I want to just die already.
But I can't.

I simply can't.
Believe me...
...I've tried.